Learning for the second time to speak my mind!
It used to be so easy for me to express myself when I was a “nasty” (translated: hurting person). The more I grew in spirit the more I gravitated towards silence.
Side note: The goal is perfect peace but is that realistic? We as people are bound to be pissed, irritated, frustrated and the sorts from time to time. Most the time it is during our lessons! How we handle it (the emotion & lesson) shows character.
I chose silence…Possibly and partly because I made it my mission not to be “that girl” again. It quickly turned into feelings as it began to wear on me physically. (dayOMit I miss my glow!)
Today I expressed some things that were clearly bothering the hell out of me…and had been for quite some time. (My hubby says not to worry about the outcome as long as I present myself accordingly. >>>I am completely aware of how ugly I can get and those sometimes uncontrollable urges to TAKE IT THERE)…So yeah, today I actually got in my feelings and got some shit off my chest….with love of course! 😁
It’s been a long time since I’ve done that! Lol. In my head I was going completely the f***k off, but in this dimension I kept it classy! No lie…my soul wanted to jump out my body and lay hands on the chosen one! 🤣😊😍
It’s always harder to express yourself to someone who you actually value or care about (or people you have to deal with daily like a neighbor or coworker), however you should always value yourself, your peace, and your sanity first!
I have to admit….I’m still learning the difference between feelings and emotions, between thinking with my mind and feeling with my heart. So far I’ve learned it’s not always good to speak what is on your mind (for multiple reasons) but it is always good to speak what is on your heart. What’s on your heart is how you feel. Its way more than just the emotion exhibited in the moment.
Make sure you leave a rant or vent in the comments section! What works your last nerve? What moves your energy? Can you relate to my story?
Peace, Love, & Eternal Light
“Never hold back what you want to say. Venting is Expression and Expression is everything. Get that shit up out of you. But try to do so tastefully!”